NASH

Wednesday, December 23, 2009; Comments

in everything you do in life
there will be a time that you will suddenly stop and wonder
what are you here for?

why are you here?

and then your mind just go blank
i stop in my tracks today and decided to be at starbuck tampiness to enjoy internet and coffee alone. while doing so in my head i ask myself... what am i gg to do now.?
where should i start ? when should i start?

then i realise it is cause you still have aan impact on me no matter what. you made me realise that no matter what life still goes on and that sometimes when it don't go your way... you just have to take one step at a time and take it in your stride..

now i feel at peace and calm but usually when my mind is weak and starts to ponder again and again ... i tend to hurt the people closest to me. i dun mean it. but that is wad happen to me.

a friend once told me that when u start cheating you cant seem to stop.. its a poison ... and a vice to make life more exciting or less mundane. but now then i decided to think that she is not 100% true... yes cheating is a poison to both the cheater and the cheated but both the cheater and the cheated have choices.

the cheater may wish to never cheat and the cheater would wish to have never been cheated. well the truth is whether or not you can stop it is the question. the cheated can stop until sth really drastic happen like be cheated on and get a feel of it.and the cheater just wait for the right moment to leave or hurt the cheater.

sometimes i think no one should ever say that they will never cheat... even the richest and famous like tiger woods and bill clinton cheats. ever wonder that it might just be a norm one day that everyone will cheat whether or not its a small flirty thing... everyone will.

all i know is that its never too late too change. never too late to change the choices you make in the future. everyone have to go through it the hard way and some ppl just wanna fit in or go thru it cos it is childhood memories that we are collecting.

in LOVE
a lot of patience is needed.